My victory for today is that I did manage to get back to Curves.  I was apprehensive, but it actually worked out well.  I got there in time for Power Hour, and it helped to work out the residual stiffness from Sunday.  Early this morning I also walked two miles, albeit very slowly. Later in the day I accomplished several errands and completed a few tasks.  I guess I'm getting back on track.
My days on this project are quickly diminishing.  With the days I've had off this week and the disappointment from Sunday, I could easily quit this whole idea.  But today I was reading about Paul and his talk about Abraham and faith.  Because of their faith, Abraham and Sarah had a child, even though they were WAY too old.  Abraham believed God, and God provided.  It became clear to me that this sixty-six days is about faith.  Faith in myself, and faith in God.
At this point, I could decide to start over, or start a new set of goals, or just abandon the whole project.  But if I have the faith to keep going, then I believe everything will work out as it should.  So I will continue.  With only 16 days remaining, my time is short.  But I am going to continue to work towards my goals.  I will continue to believe that it will all work out as it should.
In 16 days, I will look back over these sixty-six days and celebrate the changes in my life.  I don't know how many of my eight goals will have been met. But I do know that each goal will have caused a change in me.  Maybe those changes are the true goals I seek.
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